Since last time I updated..

Ok sooooo its been a while since I have said anything really! So just to keep you updated my lovely lovely people I shall give you a quick rundown of whats been occuring!

Rocked my world in the past 2 weeks:

Having my navel pierced.........its soooooooo pretty :)
Seeing the video to Tribute by The D \m/ for the first time...omg Jack Black I <3 thee and want your crazy rock babies!
Getting hooked on Viva la Bam and Pimp My Ride since getting cable for the first time.....I need my ride pimped damn it, I am soooo addcited to that show....and well Viva la BAM...er need I say more??
Starting back working where I was, eveeeeeeerybody knows me already so that pretty much rocks.
Getting veeeeeeeeeeeeeeery drunk and playing giant Jenga whilst listening to crazy live music in Oneills.
The boy, oh god yes the boy.
Sexy dancing just for the hell of it
The prospect of going to see Staaaaaaaaaaaaar Wars Ep 3 tomorrow oooooooooh hell yeah!!
The new SOAD album *bounces*
Hearing The Blood Brothers for the first time
Learning to play Toxicity on my guiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitar! (slowly....but still)

What dragged me down:

My new navel piercing....its was fine now it just looks angry and feels itchy
Having to clean my new navel piercing and being constantly late for work because of it
Not getting to see the boy too much :(
Not being able to get on SG from work so I can't keep up with y'all.......I resolve to be here more and entertain you lovely people.
Actually all fairly minor stuff.....so thats pretty damn good!

Its been reaaaaaaally damn hectic to be honest.....barely had time to breathe, I seem to have suddenly gained a social life after 26 years of mimbling in solitary confinement. Its soooooooo weird and it kinda rocks!!!! Sooooo yeah!! oooooh I have stuff to do, no actually tonight for the first time in 2 weeks I will actually get time to just chill out with ma PC and reply to you gorgeous people that I have been neglecting, look at some hot sexay nekkid chicks and listen to some v loud music!!!

Questions:

1) top 5 things that have rocked your socks off this week?
2) top 3 things that have sucked (cos we shouldn't dwell on the negative my friends)? (whoa was I just optimistic?
3) The last album you purchased/downloaded (naughty!)
4) The last gig you went to?
5) What colour underwear do you have on?
6) Are toe-socks the most disgusting thing ever??
7) The sexiest place you've ever got down and dirty?

ramble

The future is a strange and wonderful thing. Noone really knows what it holds, but everyone is striving to perfect it. Noone really has control over it, yet everyone thinks that they can make it the way they want it to be. When the future becomes the past, we all have regrets, we all know there were things that we would have done differently. That perfect moment, maybe tomorrow, that thing that we plan to do, can it ever match up to what we truly expect of it?? Our lives need to be about the now, we as a species spend way too much time worrying about the past or the future, ignoring the wonder of the moment. Too many things pass us by because we are dreaming of a different life, or worrying about what we could have done differently. The world needs to think of the future and of the past, but it needs not to dwell. Live for now, learn from your mistakes and build your future through the experiences you have.

We are all lost souls, floating through life trying to justify our existence. Each one of us wrestling with our own personal demons, each one trying to survive. When two lost souls come together, its almost as if they are not lost anymore, at least when they are together. They have purpose, they have meaning, they are there to help the other find their way in this short and brutal life. Each lost soul desires friendship, to find their way, but when two lost souls fall in love, the world becomes a different place. They become not so lost anymore, because they have feeling, they have joy, they have someone to occupy the feelings of being lost. They have someone to cherish, to nurture. Even when two lost souls are brought together in the most difficult of circumstances, when things seem at there worst, they know that the pain is worth it, to feel and love and experience each other, to be. We are all lost souls, but now, I am a lost soul with purpose, with love, with a reason to be.